i just came to realise that i am too immersed with my own life, that i dont take note of others' who are equally as important as mine. yesterday, a neighbour asked me hows my parents are doing? so i answered politely and said fine. and he asked me 'so, is your father back in s'pore?' i replied, 'nope.'and he asked me, 'so, which part of this world is he at now?' and he chuckles.

surprisingly, i couldnt answer his question. i do not know where exactly my father is right now, right this second.
which country is he at? which ocean is he working on? which oil rig is he standing at?

so, i mumbled, 'i dont know. i lost track.' he looked shocked. i can see his bubbling thoughts that says what kind of daughter who doesnt know where her father is. abit weird to him, maybe. i felt embarrassed.

so i went home, i reminded myself to ask mom where is he at. but i kept forgetting, that until now,
i m still clueless.