listen up! and hear my ramblings.

i think i am gonna kill myself. i am gonna die any second from now. i will drown myself in the toilet which doesnt have any bathtub; the shower is good enough.

i will overdose myself with all the gummi bears mom bought me. i will starve myself from not eating pizza for two hours. i will just die. die. die. i cant stand living in this world anymore. this world is just too much. with all the bitching and the war in iraq. i cant help it.

and with all the homework piling up like mount faber. it just sucks. i need to go to school almost EVERY single f**king day! and its sick! i hate school! school sucks. and nobody cares whether i hadnt fart for the whole month. i think i am sick. who in the world hadnt fart in one month. tell me! tell me!

i am soo sick and tired of the people around me especially OH-YOU-KNOW-WHO. they just cant get a life. i hate hate hate hate this world. just what is this world becoming to.

i need the amanda show! i will die if the show ever ends. die. die. out of this f**king world. i will just vanish into thin air. i cant help it anymore.

life sucks. i cant stand it. i am gonna leave this world. goodbye.

[which i really dont, i wish and pray for longeviety (oh however u spell it) and happiness in my life every minute.]