dont know why i am still afraid.

just when i am getting really close to the people at work, i gonna say sad goodbyes to them. :( it was so much fun bitching about the cruel world filled with discrimination, power, betrayal, lies and truths. with so much drama and gossip buzzing everyday, i will definitely miss work and friends.

come monday, i will not wake up at 6.45 am to my hp's alarm clock. i will not get ready with clothes and makeup at 7.20 am. i wont kiss my mother goodbye at 7.25 am, and run to catch the 7.30 bus to the mrt station. at 7.45 am, i will not hurry to get the morning TODAY's papers. and i wont wait for the train to pasir ris to take me to lavender so that i can sit and read peacefully. i wont have to wait till 1 for lunch. and i wont have to sign off the attendance book at 1700 hours.

*weeps*